i'm so very sorry for your loss of little rizzo. her photos are beautiful. i too lost my spike about 2 months ago suddenly in one day to cancer...it just showed it's ugly head and he was gone. i know how you feel. i too came upon this website the day i lost spike..i didn't know this site existed previously and everyone is so very nice and helpful here..i had nowhere to turn that day. time will help you cope with your loss. you will think about her everyday and that is how you will keep her alive in your heart. jenny - spike's mom