That is so sweet of you. Honey, life isn't always fair, and we never have the answers to many questions as to why. One thing I have never done is to question God as to why, because my beliefs are that there is a reason for everything.
This next baby will be born healthy and try not to worry. I know when I miscarried one time, it devastated me, but, I knew there was a reason why, that something was wrong with it. So, as much as it hurt, it was a blessing, as God knew I wasn't able to deal with having a child that most likely would have been handicapped.
Will be praying for you, that you're able to get pregnant right away, and that he will give you a beauitufl happy/healthy baby..
By the way, the baby I lost was due in August, well, in December of that same year, I delivered a 9 lb 2 oz baby boy on mine and my husbands birthdays. He just turned 30..
