I came across Peanut's stocking

Peanut will be gone 1 year on January 2 and even though I have 2 beautiful little girls, they cannot take his place in my heart.
Peanut came to us as a stray. He was a scruffy looking frail little guy the day he arrived, but it didn't take him long to become one of the most beautiful yorkies (in my eyes) that I've ever seen. He was so grateful to have a loving home, food and a warm bed.
Peanut was not neutered when he arrived, yet he never lifted his leg in our house, ever. He didn't even have accidents. He didn't bark or beg for food. He was always just happy to be loved and seemed content no matter what.
Oh how I wish I could go back and redo that whole day all over again, because maybe my Peanut would still be with me. I miss him so much.
I don't know what to do with his stocking. Abby and Daisy have their own stockings and besides, I would never give his to them.
Little Peanut, Mommy misses you so much. If I could change what happened I would. I loved you with all my heart little guy and I always will. I hope you are playing with Chloe and all your friends at the Rainbow Bridge. I will be there with you someday.
You are forever in my heart. Thank You for everything Peanut
Love,
Mama