i know how you feel, i too thought i did my research well but i too got a sick baby(kennel cough), but im sure ur like me and wouldnt trade her for the world...its just so sad...i kno ppl here try to educate us and i feel embraressed to have been fooled by my breeder after all the research on her i did and research i did on this website but think of it as we helped give them a better life and we will try harder next time to find an excellent breeder