Oh my goodness, sweetie..I can't even imagine what you're going thru right now.! Just reading this made me cry. You're
not a horrible person. I'm sure this day has been extremely overwhelming for you. Give it some time. Just give Sophie the comfort and love she needs right now and it will get better. You're a good momma. No reason to question that. *hug* I'm sure it's not easy, but try not to get too emotional around her..she needs you to be strong for her right now.