oh no my post didnt show up! Grrr... okay it was a long post so here it goes again..
I do belive in God but I dont know if God was telling you something unless hubby was very ill but he is not right? (last time i check your post he was doing alrite but sick and was just stubborn right?) i think it is stress because hubby is sick and he is not helping himself by working and doing things instead of resting and also you cannot be with him in his time of need because you are going into surgery soon. I think it is your conscience that has you seeing him because you miss him and you need him also right now but cant even share a bed due to him being sick? How is he doing by the way? and are doing okay?
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