OH NO! I am so sorry! I always hate to hear stories like this! It's just so sad! I wish I could give you a big hug right now

It just doesn't seem fair somehow! I understand totally your anger towards all those who have failed your nephew in someway and your anger is totally normal. But I'm sure that those people are all grieving too in their own way and maybe they are being harder on themselves than you could ever be. It's just so very sad when someone who has so much to live for goes out and makes a mistake that ends their life.

I'm so very sorry! I will say prayers for your entire family!