 Pray for my brother and his little family
Hi members I have been up all night crying......at 11pm I got a phone call from my mother telling me my nephew that was turning 17 on Dec.10 was in a car wreck. The young BF to Matthew was driving and flipped into the River in Lumberton NC Matthew and the other kid in the back seat died before they could bring them up. My brother needs are the help he can get, so please pray.
Also as I sit here and type this I feel such hatred toward the driver, and Matthew's grandma since she failed to set rules in her house and allowed him to hang out and all times of night and now this. When just last week I told my Mom if something happened to Matthew she (his other grandma) would be at fault. Not even two weeks later this. matthew moved out of his father's house when he became 16 because he didn't like the house rules nor his stepmother...she didn't beat on him or anything she was just NOSEY and told everything.
Now I am traveling down to NC and I wonder how I can possibly look these people in the eyes when I hate them, including his crack addict mother who ran out on him when he was 3 and his sister 2. Please send some words on how I can remain calm at this time, knowing that my Mom had to be sadated so I know she does not need the stress. But...... |