oh Gina, I'm so sorry. =( I know how dreams like that really take it all out of you.
I've only had 2 or 3 dreams like that in my lifetime. I can only remember one of them (a dream where Rusty died) and I woke up crying and shaking and for days I felt sick. Those dreams are so awful. Our minds play such awful tricks on us sometimes.
Hugs for you! |