[abaddon248]

so hubby and i went to a club on thursday night. me and him havent been in good terms for a while because of all we have been through. and i thought we were finally getting better and lovey again. and Im friends with a photographer that was there. this is what im mad about.

random girl came up to him at a bar took a picture with him. he has his arm around her and smiling?!! he doesnt like pictures (because of his weight( and will never take any pictures with me. he will not even take one on a special ocassion. but he is here holding the girl and a full fledge smile! i never even get a smilE! what the $#@/

it jst makes me understand why i am always upset at him. i call him at his job and told em and asked if he loved me. and he was upset that i was a little ticked off by it! No consideration over my feelings ever. but if it was the way around and i had a picture of me with a guy circling around....he would kill me, the photographer and the guy. I am just so upset that i have to hide my feelins to avoid a fight.

here is the pic and a example of a pictures with me . and apicture of me with the girls

does he look as happy with me than the blonde chick? lol