Really no, I guess I wouldn't. My Dad asked me why I keep sticking by her, and I guess I am just hoping for a happy ending. I feel so sorry for this baby, who is going to be born in a rehab. I want her to be OK. But I also want to be valued, and respected.
It also hurts that I fought so hard for her--confronting her sister about stealing, revoking the power of attorney, and arguing with her family, and for what? I know in her weekly phone call she told her mother that I dropped her off at the rehab and was mean to her. I'm the bad person.
My real best friend gets married this Saturday. We got in to a huge fight when we met for me to try on dresses, because I was trying to handle this other girls business at the same time. She said I was a horrible friend and had neglected her and my husband to take care of a junkie. IT escalated, and now I am not in her wedding. We haven't spoken since August. Even a Bridezilla episode makes me bawl about now.
I feel like I lost so much, for nothing. All I have is my husband, my dogs, and my friends on here. |