I'm so sorry you heart has been broken twice and so close together. I think the time you spent holding that precious baby may have been the most love and comfort she had ever felt. You did everything you could for her and she is smiling down at you from her rock over the bridge - happy to have had even such a short time with someone who loved her so much. You can never hold a little one too much when they need you. As for the breeder -- I will just keep my mouth shut here. We got Roxy to help fill the void left by the sudden loss of my dh. My dtr picked her out - it happened right before her 17th b-day(xmas day). Roxy has been a God-send in helping us heal. Bay-Bay will do the same for you and your dh. Hugs to you all. |