thank you all so much for your kindess and your caring , It's strange i wasen't even going to write on here because actualy i didn't think any one could help the way i feel , But now i know that you are all out there you know how i feel about the loss of a pet or as i call her my fur baby , She was with me when my dad passed my mom passed my husband passed and during my heart surger she was all i had at the time besides my wonderful grown daughter , I met a wonderful man about a year after my heart sugery and we are married , We both loved her though so much my husband loved her just as much as i ever could , I just know that i need time to heal and as you say there will be another little girl out there waiting for me to love her , Again thank you so much for being there for me at my time of dispair