I am so sorry for you loss.

I lost my very special Annie in March and continue to miss her every day, too. I was blessed to have Gracie Ruth come into my life very shortly thereafter. I didn't think I was ready, but there she was and she helped me tremendously.
You'll know when the time is right, one will come along and you'll suddenly just
know that ya'll were meant to be together. Trust me, Bridget Ann is looking for just the right "new best friend" for you.