I'm so sorry to hear this! Things are gonna be so difficult for you. I was just reading an article about a dog with cancer and they were saying that as hard as it is, you need to try to be strong for your pup as dogs are so sensitive and if you're distraught, she will be too. So try to focus on the here and now. She is with you right now and try to find some joy in that. I know it will be hard but try to save your grief for when she is gone. Sending hugs
and praying for you.....