I am so sorry for your loss. I am sending prayers your way! Just remember he is truly in a better place.
My Dad has liver disease. You would never know it by looking at him that anything is wrong. It is amazing how sick he is verse how health he looks! We are greatful for everyday that we have with him.
Don't forget your YT familly is here for you. If you need to talk or just have a shoulder to cry on, all you have to do is ask.