I think you are suffering from a very severe case of Yorkieholism... You should attend the YA (Yorkieholics Anonymus) and enter the 12 step program... (step one: get another Yorkie ASAP, step two: think about what you did, step three: admit that you have a problem and live happily with all your Yorkies ever after... step four to twelve: Nobody ever made it past step three!) See you there!!!