Thank you everyone. I dropped milu off this morning at the vet. It was hard, you know.....handing your baby over to them for surgery
... but i brought milu her bed, her piglet, and her blanket (which i slept with last night, so milu can smell her mommy on her blanket today) to keep her feeling a little better while she stays at the vet today. i've been trying to not think about her today so i don't go crazy... i can call the vet at 2:00pm to find out how she is doing. i am so scared.