[Laurn7f]

I completely know what you are going through. I was a mess when Keelyn got hit by a car at 4 months old, I can only imagine having had her until 10 months and THEN losing her. I was A MESS, couldn't stop crying, couldn't breath..It is completely normal.

I know not everyone feels comfortable doing this...but I got another puppy very shortly after (like 48 hours) and she helped TREMENDOUSLY...the first week was hard, because obviously I was still crying and Mya just wasn't Keelyn, and I wasn't her mommy yet. I was constantly comparing her to Keelyn.

But now she is my baby, and looking back, I honestly think I would have had to be hospitalized if it hadn't been for Mya. Keelyn died in my arms also after having witnessed a horrid tragedy happen to her.

I don't know if my solution would work for you, but I do know that she helped ease my pain TREMENDOUSLY.

I am thinking of you and just know that time is your best friend and your worst enemy. It is the only thing that can make the pain subside but you have to wait for time to pass. and it will pass, be strong.

Mwah and big hugs from Mya and me.

Keelyn is introducing Cooper to all of her friends up in doggy heaven, she will take good care of him. (sigh, tears)

I love you Keelyn, take good care of Cooper for us.