Oh my gosh. After i read this last night. I cancelled all my plans and snuggled with my pup all night. I have only had him 4 weeks but I am in love!!
I cant even imagine how you feel. I wish i could do more than send you words but know that all of us YT mommies are here for you (at least in the ways that we can be)
I once read a post on here that talked about a little boy. and when he was asked why pups live shorter lives than people he said..... Well life is all about trying to be loving and caring and a good friend right??? well dogs already are all those things so they dont need to be here as long

your lil guy must have just had so so so much love.
I once again am so so sorry for you, and send my best wishes and prayers.
Cassie and Sumo