Aww Tami I am so sorry! No matter how prepared we think we may be for this because we know if we do this long enough we will see heartbreak...our heart still shatters into a million pieces. We would be lying if we did not start dreaming of these babies even before they are conceived so to lose one of those precious little ones is just so hard.
I remember when I saw my first one die, I thought I would die along with him. Luckily his mom still needed help getting his brother and sister out so we had to regroup and kept going.
I guess we keep doing this because even after the terrible loses and all the stress we gain more in our hearts than we lose. I know you will always remember him and it is ok to be sad, just try to find some comfort in the two little miracles you have.
Tayla is beautiful and I am sure her angels will grow up to do you very proud.
