Tami,
So sorry for your loss. I lost one boy once also. I worked on him for almost 50 minutes after we got him out. He just looked so perfect in every way and I just could not believe he could not be revived. It takes alot out of you. In fact we just visited the graves of some of our animals in the woods yesterday. Little "Buddy" is out there. The kids named him Buddy because I kept saying to him "come on little buddy you can do it". It takes alot out of you. But I told myself then and every time I cry when a puppy goes to its new home, that the day it doesn't break your heart to lose a puppy or bring tears to let them go is the day I will no longer do it!! So hugs and keep on doing what you do best!! Breeding beautiful dogs! |