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  I am in tears right now.  I can feel your pain. I too lost my baby over a year ago and I still cry for her.  I too think about what if...what if I did something different..would she still be here with me.  I know God needed her and it gives me comfort in knowing she died when I was with her...with the person she loved.
 
 I can't even type anymore cause I can't even hold back the tears.
 
 I'm so sorry (hugs)
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