thank you for your condolences everyone. it is great to be in touch with people whom understand the loss of your baby
things are getting better, but the better they get the worse i feel. i keep having dreams and everything around the house reminds me of him. i sleep with his favorite chew toy and got his last baby tooth (which happened to be a k9) extracted and put on a necklace that i wear everyday. i miss him more than anything. its hard to adjust your daily routine without including him. there has not been a day since his death i have not though about him all day
i feel so silly losing sleep and mourning this much about a 'dog'. but the unexpected is always the hardest and when he is part of your family -- its even harder
thanks agian everyone
