First of all I would like to say im sorry for your lost.. I know what you are going through. about 3 weeks ago we had a 6 month old female yorkie less then 2 pounds she was our baby very healthy and loving.. that monday morning we got up to get ready for work she was in the pack and play and just waggin her little tail and barking like hey mommy.. i get in the shower my husband who is all so gentle was picking her up and loving her and she died right in his arms.... we rushed her to the emergency vet . and she had a heart attack... i was a mess but he was much worse.. anyway i couldnt take it any more.. I told my husband this we will never replace our babie but we can get another to help mend the broken heart.. well we looked and found a good breeder and came home with 2 this time.. niether one will take the place of Mia but they do make us laugh and we love them dearly.... Im not saying this is good for everyone but it did help us.. good luck