Oh Laura , i am deeply sorry for you as well. I know it might be hard for you to think of it this way, but God does everything for a reason. This year in January my baby "bella" (toy poodle) died after having her about 4-6 weeks... it broke my heart in two, I couldn't believe it ....but I knew she was better off than suffering here with me. It hurt me so much to think that she was suffering and I had no idea. She still played and laid down with me like everything was okay. And somehow the night before she died all she wanted to do is be with me and have me cuddle her, almost like if she knew she was passing away soon. I hope god gives you enough strength to let you get through this and finds a way to help you cope. Remember you MUST be STRONG for his siblings.... Little Batman loves you and I bet he will meet you in your dreams and play with you like old times. My best wishes to you.
