I have so much in my mind lately and I need some unbiased opinion.
What would you do if you find that after you have been married for 2.5 years, your husband treat you differently? Differently as in he no longer cares for you as much as when you got married and you feel like a stranger to him sometimes?
I feel very dissapointed and I feel that I am starting to resent him and I feel very lost...I have given up my career, travel very far from my family into a totally new society to be with him whom I thought will love me for the rest of my life but I am starting to feel I am not important to him anymore.
I have a feeling, an instinct he no longer cares for me, no longer loves me eventhough he said he does. I am with my family 20,000 miles away for the past 2 months and he doesn't seem to really care. He said he is too busy with his job to know or care for me like before but I feel he doesn't care and I suspect he is seeing someone else but I have no way to proof. Just a strong instinct. I am going to see him again soon in a week's time and I am feeling so lost
If we were to separate, I only wish I can bring my Yorkie with me back to where I come from as I cannot live without my little one. I have no idea how to do that, to bring him travelling so far and I wish to bring him in to cabin with me if it happens. Sometimes I wonder if it is best option to rehome him if I leave..it would hurt so much but if that is the best for him, I would do it.
I don't really know what is my goal of typing this in forum..I guess I am just rambling and seeking for some opinions. What have I done to deserve this? I feel that I have dig a hole, jumped into it and is trapped. Please pray for me...if what I suspect is true, I may have a lot to deal with in the coming months...