Today is so odd. I don't know how to feel today. I think Im drinking too much coffee and its making me jittery.... my emotions are HIGH today. Here is what I have been through since last night and this morning
1. Lost my $100 sunglasses
I can't afford to replace them
2. Then found out someone I went to HS with passed away this past weekend, she was only 28. She is about the 5th or 6th person from HS since HS to pass away. It makes me sooo sad
3. I started my period (hence the revved up emotions)
4. School starts today, Im working full time and taking 3 night classes. I just saw my assignments and syllabus and wow... I feel overwhelmed already.
5. I got into work to an email that 52 co-workers got laid off today. Luckily I was not one, and I saw this coming from a mile away but it still hits like a ton of bricks. The sad thing is, there is usually NEVER just one round of layoffs, so I wonder if/when the second one will come and if I'll escape that one too. Im a higher paid salary worker in my company so it definately makes me nervous. (I have a plan though as long as I can hang in here until Dec/Jan)
6. My mom and her hubby are flying in today. Im sooo thrilled that she'll be here, but I have class tonight and won't get to see her. Then I have so much homework already that I don't think I'll be able to spend a lot of time with her while she is here.
Please send me some good vibes. Although nothing horrible affected me I feel for all those directly effected by some of these things. It weighs on my mind.