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Originally Posted by veguroev  I can't handle the thought of going back on Monday. I can't, I can't I can't ....  .
I've been on vacation since last week and been looking for a job online.
I can't stand the hypocrisy of some of my coworkers or my boss.
It stresses me out to the point that I can't sleep at nights!! 
I don't want to keep complaining and be miserable and still be at the same place in 5 years.
I feel bad for complaining because I know that I need to be grateful that I have a job. When you have a boss like mine and some co workers like mine you forget about being grateful.
I hope somebody calls me soon for an interview.
I also want to change career paths. Maybe doing something animal related. I have no experience, but that is not a problem I'm more than willing to learn.
Just wanted to vent ! |
I'm going to pray for you because I have/am in your shoes.
I am a career (35 years!!!!!!!!!!) Guidance counselor in a public school system. For 35 years I have fought for the rights of children and the rights of counselors and for the right of the counselor to be a COUNSELOR for the kids who need them and not a pawn of the Principal.
For this I have stayed in constant ridicule and suspicion in my school system.
Once I had a teacher put children in a storage room for an entire school year because she did not want to deal with them. When I blew the whistle, my co-workers turned on me for "betraying a fellow teacher." It was much like the code of silence among policemen that I had broken.
Skipping over to present, I am in a battle with my current principal, because she has ME, the children's counselor, participating in searching them daily as they enter the building. She is NOT short-handed, there are many other staff members who could take my place and I could be assisgned to a duty to assist that would NOT involve searching the kids. IT is only because I discussed the fact that this was NOT appropriate with her that she has taken this stance of not changing her mind, and assigned me to the duty for an entire year.
What she does not know is, I am retiring as of Dec. 30 (earlier, much earlier than I had planned).
They win....I'm tired of fighting.
I will pray for you though, I KNOW how it feels to enter a door on Monday mornings that you do not want to walk through.