That's about what I look like now. My feelings over anyone losing a beloved family member really hits me pretty hard. Maybe because I still cry when I start to talk about my almost 16 year old Chihuahua who died last year. I'm so sorry you have to go thru this too. Thankfully we have our two Yorkster kids to care for and help ease the lonelyness.
What a horribe thing to have happen to that poor little baby. Did the Vet. say where those things come from? This is scary for me now.
Hugs to you.