Oh hun my heart goes out to you. I know exactly what your going through. I lost Lilly a year ago from now and when she died in my arms I thought I was going to die. I still cry...she is very much a part of my life. They are all different in their own way and she was so different. Lovable girl and always with me. I miss her so much... I wish I could take away the pain hun....I wished someone took it away from me when I lost my girl. YT is great support. You can let it out here and it feels so good to talk to ppl that understand you. None of my friends and family understood what I went through when I lost her. I was depressed and didnt want to talk to anyone...didn't even want my other furkids around me. I finally had to realized that I couldn't be that way with them and came around. I'm also a proud mommy of a rescue...After Lilly I made a promise that the next furbaby would be a rescue....and thats what I did. Although Gabby will never replace Lilly she helped heal the open wounds.
(((hugs))) to you
Gloria |