That is so great to hear that YT has had such a positive impact on your life.

It's like a big extended family here, we may argue amongst ourselves from time to time, but the members here care and support for one another too.
I am sorry to hear about your health issues you are dealing with. Having a family member who has faces the same issues, I realize what a struglle it can be at times. Keep your chin up and know that you WILL eventually find your groove, learn what to change and be just fine. Until then, you have alot of people here to lean on.