I can't handle the thought of going back on Monday. I can't, I can't I can't ....

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I've been on vacation since last week and been looking for a job online.
I can't stand the hypocrisy of some of my coworkers or my boss.
It stresses me out to the point that I can't sleep at nights!!

I don't want to keep complaining and be miserable and still be at the same place in 5 years.
I feel bad for complaining because I know that I need to be grateful that I have a job. When you have a boss like mine and some co workers like mine you forget about being grateful.
I hope somebody calls me soon for an interview.
I also want to change career paths. Maybe doing something animal related. I have no experience, but that is not a problem I'm more than willing to learn.
Just wanted to vent !