awww don't stress out so much! NOTHING is forever. You can always go back and visit, right? Enjoy the time you have left there, because I'm sure you'll feel a little homesick after moving to the US. But it'll be a whole new life and whole new people, and that's something to be excited about, right? I imagine it must be very hard on you, but getting really worked up always makes situations even harder. You have a great hubby for getting you that purse! It's very cute!