I know exactly what you are going through. We had to let our precious Mitzi go on June 16th b/c she had kidney faillure. This day we went to the vet's to get her a bit relieve from her weakness and dehydration. Even though I syringe fed and watered her every hour for the last 2 weeks she got weaker and weaker and had a few seizures. The vet told us that it would be time now and my husband made this hardest of all decisions b/c he loved her so much and didn't want her to suffer anymore. When she got her first shot that sedated her she was kissing my husband until she passed out and he said she was thanking him with her eyes...
I pray for you that you get the strength to make the right decision at the right time and also the strength to cope with it and soon get to that point in your grief when you remember the good times and the thought of your baby doesn't make you cry anymore but brings a smile to your face.
Big Hug! |