Thank you all for your kind replies. I really wasnt out to stir up such emotion. I think in many ways I needed to pour out my feelings for my baby boy... It is a hard lesson learned though. I never look at my children the same and always am carefull not to take them for granted. You never know what tomorrow brings. Give your children a hug and tell them you love them, for tomorrow might be to late.
Thanks again, and I am glad people here are so open and nice. You make burdens much easier to bear.
hugs...
Brandi (aka Marlee)
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