My vet said I need to get her spayed this month before she is 6 months old. Im scared to death because my friends pom died from the medicine that knocks them out for the surgery. The puppy's heart just stopped beating. She recently aquired another pom pup and refuses to spay her now because she can't go through that again.
I think Im even more scared because we just recently lost our infant daughter and I dont think I can take any more loss. So getting ready for this is making it harder for me. Triss is only just over 3 lbs. So small yet.
I guess I just needed to vent this. I guess I will just have to suck it up and take her. I know its best if I do.
