My heart goes out to you..I really do not think anyone needs to beat you up.. I think you are doing that to yourself right now..
Please try to forgive yourself first..then and only then will you be able to accept what happened to you..A mere tragedy that was an accident..I think you have to know god wanted the dog and needed that dog more then he thought you did ....
A very good friend of ours killed his own son. It was a tragic accident.. he was on his equipment for cutting logs.. and his 5 year old son following behind him on a 4 wheeler.. our friend could not see his son and turned around and on going up the hill... his son came over the hill and drove right into his dads equipment.. he died.. my friends have had a hard time dealing with this accident..but are still together and still have their youngest son that they cherish..
Accidents do happen..if you do not forgive yourself.. you will never move forward...
Hope this helps you ...
sending you puppy hugs.. anne |