 at my wits end
well the subject says it all!
i dont know why but i just feel so overwhelmed with odie lately. i cant help but think of how much easier things would be if i didnt have him anymore.
really though, i cant ever see myself giving him away its just so hard to take care of him sometimes. and its not even him its just that i keep having to take him to the vet and i dont have money...at the time i got him, i was working two jobs and it wasnt a problem. but now that i am unemployed, whenever i have to ask my parents or fiance for the money, i know that they're getting tired of it and that whole "he's your dog, you need to take care of him" things just hangs in the air and very heavily over my head
i'm not looking for sympathy or anything, i guess im just venting....and please, if you do leave a comment please dont say things like "well if u cant take care of him, then you should find a good home that can provide for him" because hes being taken care of just fine but i just feel helpless...
and this next statement may be a little much...but...having odie has really made me question wether or not i want children. because when he gets sick i dont know whats wrong with him and i dont what he wants or needs...and like i said..i just feel so overwhelmed....
and all of this makes me very sad. |