Bless your heart...I was in your position last year with my 14 year old yorkie..It broke my heart...but I knew I was doing the right thing for her..you will feel some guilt..I know I did...but you will also feel relief..she will be sleeping and be in no more pain or discomfort.
I got my Pixie 4 months later and she brought the sunshine back into my life again...Heidi will alway be special to me as she was my first yorkie and I was still a teenager when I got her (i'm now in my 30's) maybe in time you will be ready and able to love and care for another...we will all be here for you...we UNDERSTAND!!! Most of us have been there at some point...please feel free to PM me anytime...warm regards & big hugs to you right now. Kerry. |