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MyPeanutAbbyGra · 07-30-2008, 10:12 AM

I'm glad you're feeling better

Most of Peanut's things were buried with him when he passed, but I hung on to a few things and just this past week, I let Abby and Daisy play with two of his toys. Since we've been remodeling, I came across a few things that were put up, like one of his scarfs and his hat. Abby and Daisy seem to be drawn to everything that used to belong to Peanut.

I still cry when I see a baby on here that looks like my Peanut did, but I try to smile and think of all the good times. It still hurts, but it's so much better. It will be 7 months in just a couple days since we lost him. I still see him were we found him in my mind's eye, that day and I feel like I get punched in the stomach every single time. I think a lot of my grief stems not only from loss, but from guilt. I totally blame myself for his death. I never knew I could love a little furbaby like that.

I love Abby and Daisy with all my heart and I always will, but they didn't take Peanut's place, but they helped to fill the void that was left. They are two of the sweetest girls ever!!!

to you and Mya.... R.I.P. Sweet Keelyn

Tammy

07-30-2008, 10:12 AM	#5
MyPeanutAbbyGra I love my baby girls! Donating Member Join Date: Jan 2008 Location: Indiana Posts: 2,718	I'm glad you're feeling better Most of Peanut's things were buried with him when he passed, but I hung on to a few things and just this past week, I let Abby and Daisy play with two of his toys. Since we've been remodeling, I came across a few things that were put up, like one of his scarfs and his hat. Abby and Daisy seem to be drawn to everything that used to belong to Peanut. I still cry when I see a baby on here that looks like my Peanut did, but I try to smile and think of all the good times. It still hurts, but it's so much better. It will be 7 months in just a couple days since we lost him. I still see him were we found him in my mind's eye, that day and I feel like I get punched in the stomach every single time. I think a lot of my grief stems not only from loss, but from guilt. I totally blame myself for his death. I never knew I could love a little furbaby like that. I love Abby and Daisy with all my heart and I always will, but they didn't take Peanut's place, but they helped to fill the void that was left. They are two of the sweetest girls ever!!! to you and Mya.... R.I.P. Sweet Keelyn Tammy __________________ Tammy, Mama to Abby Grace Daisy Mae RIP Peanut & Chloe, ABBY 's WINSTON Within the heart of every stray Lies the singular desire to be loved Last edited by MyPeanutAbbyGra; 07-30-2008 at 10:14 AM.