Oh sweety it takes time. When I lost Lilly a year ago I coudn't come on YT so I took some time away from YT. I must have been gone for about 6 months. I still cry when I talk about or think about Lilly. I have my 3 babies but none can replace my Lilly. She is still a part of my life and holds a piece of my heart no matter what. It will get better but know that it is normal to mourn her loss whether its now or 2, 3 or more years from now but it will get better. I still have one thing that I cannot let go of...and its her clothes (as I am saying this I am crying) I just feel like if I let go of that I'm letting go of her. I know it might sound crazy but that is my way of keeping her very close to me. Maybe one day I'll have the courage to part with her things but for now I just can't do it.
I've been extremely emotional since last week because 7/25 last year was when I lost her.
Last edited by Timmy; 07-30-2008 at 09:56 AM.
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