Lately has really been rough for me..my daughter and I have gone through a extremely turbulent 4 years... She left this summer for good to go stay with her DAD. All my life has been a struggle.. I shared it in a story that got published..."Jezebel's Wings"... Through all the heartache...my daughter leaving me..about killed all my spirit I have left....
Last night I had all my dogs out and Bently was Bred to standard, but didn't turn out in weight or ears...but she is the funniest dog I have... I never fit in either... at work or with peers... But it is funny how we still belong..
She knows she is a dog...but she doesnt know she is suppose to be 7 pounds or less and have perky ears...but she could care less after her beautiful schnauzer cut... before her cut..she would kinda coward and stay in her kennel...but now she is boss lady... she does everything like a tom boy...
she plays in mud and she jumps on the Rottweilder... as I watch her last night as she sat in my lap facing me...she knew I was sad...so I played peek ah boo with her and she nailed me with a puppy kiss every time I opened my hands... She may life seem like it really wasn't so bad to be different from the norm... I just hugged her and hugged her... that little gester...may have saved a life.... mine
