I do feel a little better but it still doesnt take the pain away of how I am treated by my own family. i've always been very independant and wanted to do things myself. But when they tell me i'm not smart enough or they are too broke to help me because they spent it all on my sister, it hurts. It's no wonder I was in therapy when I was only 15, of course there is more to that but that was a big reason I was there. I've always tried to do good things in my life and it feels like I get beat down along the way for doing them. Everytime I tell my family what I'm doing for a friend or somebody I met, something good and helping them they say dont they have a family to help them, you shouldnt be helping them....well where's my family when I need there help....nowhere to be found.
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