I feel so GUILTY for being so mean, but it just keeps flying right out of my mouth. I honestly don't know who is more shocked, me or him. Normally I don't say anything to him, I just get mad and do things like vacuum the living room while he is sleeping on the couch in the middle of the day. I swear its like my mouth has suddenly developed a mind of its own.
The guilt combined with the anger just feels like a lead ball sitting in the pit of my stomach.
Oh and THEN he has to nerve to look at DH (who is off today THANK GOD) and say, "I don't know why she is so mad at me." UGH! Dude, I just went off on you and gave you a whole list of reasons!
