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Originally Posted by tassibo

I know I haven't posted in a long time and for that I do apologize. I've been so occupied with life that I've just not been able to.

We lost our beloved Jaxon today, our Cocker Spaniel. He got out some how this morning and the dog catcher caught him. On the way home with Jaxon, my husband didn't notice that the dog had jumped out of the truck until he couldn't find him in the rear-view mirror. My baby had been drugged along the asphalt. His hind leg was severely hurt and the vet said he couldn't be saved. I stayed with Jaxon until he died, whispering how good of a dog he was and how much I will miss him. He looked up at me with his big brown puppy eyes like he understood me and wraped his paws around my arm. That's what he always did when he wanted my attention. He went so peacefully and I wept bitterly. I've had Jaxon in my life longer than I've had my youngest child. I taught him how to fetch, how to sit, how to "sing", how to shake hands...and that dog would play fetch all day long if you were up to it. When I came home, my children were devastated, of course. Especially my oldest. And even Nico is looking for his playmate. He misses Jaxon, too.

Does the pain stop? I can't stop crying.

awwe sorry for your loss..!!