Im very sorry for your losses and what you've had to go through with the puppy. I hope the puppy is feeling better.    
And puppies do help you heal. I got my Triss a month after my infant daughter died. Having my sweet puppy and taking care of her has literally brought me out of the darkest place I have ever been.     
				__________________    Heather, mommy to   Drake (7 yr old son),   Triss (yorkie),   spike (dachshund),   ash and misty (my cats), and a baby on the way due Oct 1st!       |