Thanks ya'll. Its 3:30 I have been trying to get calm and go to bed....I have to get up at 7 to pick through all Maya's curls and bring her to my friend.
Yes, Shane would be very happy if I was having baby, he would have to work pretty fast getting things set up. My younger sister just had back surgery last week so my Mom is taking care of her right now, I don't have anyone else really that could help if I had to have surgery right now. My grandparents are in their 70's and 80's and their son, who is like my brother was dignoised with lou gerhings diease right before my sister got sick and passed. I just don't know what I will do....my main thing is to make sure Maya is ok through whatever is going on. I don't want her to think she is going to loose two mommies. I just don't know anything right now. I am going to try to rest a bit and hopefully tomorrow will bring happy news. I have to look for a birthday gift after I leave the DR.s if I am still sane, if its too bad I will just come home and update as quick as I can. Just keep praying please.
Hugs,
Angie |