 the RIP forum
honestly, every time i read something in there.. i end up in tears.. i can't even bear to read more than one thread because i get so sad..
it makes me so sad to think everyone has to lose their babies during their lifetime.. and it makes me so sad to think i'm gonna lose my Chippy and my sister is gonna lose her Rocky.. but that's life.. eventually i'm gonna lose the people i care about and my baby.. it makes me feel so helpless..
all i can do now is give my baby the best life he could ever ask for..
i just don't know what i'm gonna do when he's gone.. i mean i'm already bawling over the threads in the RIP forum.. how am i gonna be when my baby is really gone?
ahh.. at least he's here with me now.. and he's only 10 months old.. sigh..
sorry if this is such a depressing thread but i always feel like this when i read something in the RIP forum.. i actually feel like this quite often.. i think i have some sort of obsession and fear of death.. |