[lreed]

So sorry you lost the entire littler. It always hurts. It was sooo depressing. My female lost her first two litters, but (knock wood) hasn't lost any since. There are still a lot of emotions that come with raising a litter, and I'm sure that you will soon experience them. Once she successfully delivers a litter you will feel like it's the world's greatest miracle. They are so precious to watch them birthed, grow, and develop individual characteristics is just the greatest feeling. And then one day too quickly you usually must find homes for them. It feels good to make the new owners happy, but at the same time it's a big "let down" to have that empty nest. Anyway, know that there are a lot of us here with you, and you will learn who you can go to when you need a lift. So sorry for your lost, but God bless both you and your little Moma.